Monday, October 20, 2014

Blogtober 2014 - My Biggest Fear

You guys I am really digging these Blogtober challenges! I haven't done them all but I like the ones I do. if that makes sense. 
Today's prompt is: My Biggest Fear.

As an anxiety sufferer I don't know how to pick just one. 
I know this is something that I need to work on and overcome - it has been a 26 year long process.
However, in short: I am afraid of anything I can't control.  Cancer, Car accidents, Disease, Plane crashes, etc.
What is your biggest fear??


Helene in Between Blogtober

12 comments:

  1. How much time do we have? I couldn't listen all my fears... some totally stupid & impossible - I can still fear crazy clowns - right?

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    1. haha clowns are super creepy! I have sooo many fears; too. it;s not good.

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  2. oh man. the things we can't control. those things are SO SCARY - because you can't really prevent them. you can try your best but they might just creep up anyway, you know? i totally feel you on this one.

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    1. i wish I could just prevent the unknown from happening. Or be warned about it. But alas that is not an option. ugh.

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  3. Heights, random diseases (am I having a heart attack?), infections, car wrecks, bombings, shootings (<-- thus my fear of big crowds), anything involving dying or running for my life, being broke (again).

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    1. oh man makes total sense, every time I'm at a baseball game or a in a big crowd I think how easy of a target I am and how we could all die at any moment. I try not to think that way though.

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  4. I hear you! I am also afraid of things I can't control. Sometimes it is so hard for me to hand over situations to God, even though cognitively I know he can handle things MUCH bette than I can.

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    1. exactly! cognitively it makes more sense to trust God but then I'm like "BUT WHAT IF??!"

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  5. small spaces is what gets me. I cannot (CAN.NOT) go down a tube slide. even if it's a waterslide. because of the small space. I have nightmares about being in small closed in spaces.

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    1. oh man Small Spaces can be a little freaky but there is usually a way out right? haha but that is a legit fear!

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  6. When I was younger I was afraid of not being in control, but somehow as I got older (and lots of life happened) I learned to let that fear go. I mean, when those things happen there's pretty much nothing you can do about it, but worrying isn't going to make it any better. :)

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    1. I wish I could fully learn this lesson. I know that it won;t change it but it doesn't make the unknown less scary :)

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